Missed Old Times.

i love my mom.

i love my dad.

i love my Bie.

i love my brothers.

i love my friends.

i just watched a movie with my mother. it was Devil Wears Prada.

i watched the movie before and i recommend it to anyone who's a fan of fashion and Meryl Streep. My mother actually watched through the whole movie. Lately she hasn't been doing that with the moving of the house, she always sleeps halfway. hehe.

she looked so tired, i felt bad going out today. i shall be a good daughter tomorrow and wake up early and help her as much as i caN! i gotta say this out otherwise, i don't think i'd do it!!

anyways, i gotta say, today, after catching up with su yen and meiwen, tammy and evonne(not so much cause i was late and they went back early), i realized how much i missed them!! and i know one that i have not been able to spend time with one on one, .. bee li.. i miss u larr. we'll see each other soon kay?? when u're free and when i'm free. miss u.

and another girl, loris. can't wait for u to come back. miss those times with u where u give me ur opinions and guidance. your advice and opinions are wise and i always ask for them.

life, .. i appreciate each day as it goes. maybe not enough. wake up early for god's sake and stop sleeping your life away!!!

saying of the day :
The fool who is aware of his foolishness is wise at least to that extent. But the fool who thinks himself wise is a fool indeed.

Christmas Eve Party

Noticed that my previous post was a little immature. Was just overexpressing my unhappiness with the er, strictness of my parents. But what everyone told me is true, they have reasons. Anyways, what happened on Christmas Eve wasn't as bad as i expect it. so, here goes.. hehe

Christmas Eve..

It started with melvin picking me up from my new house to go to Jusco to get some groceries for the evening. While waiting for me to get ready, (sorry bie!) i invited him into a room where it was filled with awkwardness. My grandma was there with my younger cousin, sitting at the dry kitchen (facing the main entrance) and my mother was walking all over cleaning up the house... yeah, he was lost there for a minute.. then my dad saw him and said "hi".. for a second there, we were wondering if he had mistaken Melvin for one of the construction workers in the house cause of his almost "vietnamese-uncle" look.. but well, he was friendly.

he came right upstairs and knocked on my door like some idiot when i was using my parent's bathroom. (mine didn't have any hot water at the moment!!) anyways, haha, then i came out and he was sitting on a chair in the hallway looking so lost.. kesian.. anyways, we woke chensern (my younger brother up) and went to Jusco. We went to Metroprima cause chensern wanted to pick up some friends.

all the groceries and snacks my brother chose... amounted up to RM400!!! what the hell costs so mucH!!??! my mom said, next time don't cook. just buy food. It's WAY CHEAPER.

anwyays, we got home, started cooking. and before we realise it, it's 7! and i haven't bath!

we cooked :

Mushroom Soup. Baked Stuffed Mushrooms. Baked Chicken Wings. Mash Potatoes with Gravy. Cheese and Macaroni (staleeee). Coleslaw.

Michelle and Suyen prepared :

Lasagne. Cheesecake (yumM!!)

and the rest brought :
Drinks and a christmas present for the HOST! hehe..

HERSHEYS! love it. Thanks!

The night was basically a dinner and karaoke till late night. michelle was on a low profile that night.. till when everyone almost left! THEN she start to sing! invited her to sing in the beginning, nooooOOOO.. "no mood la.. songs too emo la.. " but glad u opened up in the end! sorry u couldn't be at a better place. So was Melvin. so quiettt.. TILL EVERYONE LEFT!!! tsktsk..

Suyen was fuN! so was the rest! Weng keong, Weng Kin, Yi Wang, Wai Seng, Daniel, Angel (really sweet voice!!), DeZien and all. hehe.. thanks for being such good sports!

Thank you everyone for coming! i hope u had fuN!

Merry Christmas everyone!!

I Can't Have Everything, Huh..?

Sometimes, i feel that it is VERY ironic. In Australia, lots of freedom, but no one to spend that freedom with. In Malaysia, Less freedom but lots of people to spend time with. ARGHHH!

have i been a bad daughter?

did i fail in my exams??

did i fail my semesters??

didn't i study hard??

didn't i make u prouD??

No matter what, i am always not good enough.

One question pops up,

" can i go out for new year's eve?"

and a harsh question comes shooting up.

"what is wrong with you?! we jst had the new house done and .. etcc.. "
(and i'm not even gonna mention christmas! - they're having their own parties with their friends for both occasions in the house)

What did i do wrong? Must every child in my family stand up and shout back to my parents only they'll give them what they want? is that what they want???! i am totally against that, but seriously,

IS THIS WHAT YOU WANT?!?

is anyone reading this encountering a similar problem? what should i do? i'm 19.

bloody blogger!

just wrote a bloody long post about something i'm really bloody pissed bout.

the bloody laptop just shut down itself and it's all bloody gone!!

surely it happened to everyone before but DAMN IT!!!

weng keong said it's probably a sign to jst forget bout it.

and i guess yeah.. sure.. lucky for that person who made me pissed.

but just a warning to the person involved,

don't ever do it if u can't take me being short with u (cause obviously, i don't like it.). but if u ever do it again, don't keep bringing it up with me. i'd rather not talk bout it.

anyways, pictures from a few days ago, i look great with make up. no? hehe..

it's as if he's shouldering me..






until next time! bye!!

Random Post. (a week ago)

Me and michelle while waiting outside the cinema for Melvin. We were watching colic. i sggested that show, so, weng keong, Weng kin, Michelle and Bie, i'm SO SORRRRRRY!!!

IT SUCKS PEOPLE!!! DON'T WATCH IT!








Melvin and i in Kenny Rogers. Our fav. restaurant at the moment. Chieeeeeecken... Yummmm..















Random pics.

wth...? hehe..

Anyways...

was in the new house in the mines and cleaning up parts of it. What's tiring is it took the whole day jst to clear out one part of the house, the kitchen. The dust, the wiping, the sweeping, the hauling of heavy things.. plates, cups, bowls.. my parents boughtt so much!!! ... rgh! towards the end of the day when my parents are still finalising some decisions of the house, i didn't have much to do.. my dad had lots of work of art and statues around.. so...

my dad and i.

Dad and his new favourite chair.

just thought this looked really Cute. Mom has this obsession with getting everything looking clean and perfect. That's why my room is always a concern for her.. -_-" anyways, we were at the house and all the mirrors in there were full of finer prints and dust and smudges, Jst NOT sparkling clean. So she went around wiping them with newspaper making sre they're looking perfect. and where some parts are too high to reach, she asked my dad to do it. Who thought that these kind of work are more for the maids to do it SINCE they were there. but he did it anyways and it just looked funny and really CUTE! hehe.

Well, Until next time! gonna be busy these two weeks getting things and cleaning for the new house! ciaO!

Tagged.

Just been tagged and i have nothing interesting to write. So here goes. :)

Wait there, time pass damn fast when one's with her loved ones. Here i am with family, friends and Boyfriend. hehe. Monday, i'm with mom. Tuesday i'm with Him. Wednesday, i'm with mom. Thursday, i'm with him. Friday i'm with mom and dad. Tomorrow, with friends!! hehe. see ya guys soon! ouh, sorry weng foo, today couldn't visit u! will sooN!

Layer ONE : On the Outside
Name: Chai Yee Lyn
Birth Date: 15-06-1987
Current Status: In a Relationship. :)
Eye color: Black
Hair Color: Black
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: Gemini

Layer TWO : On the inside
Your Heritage: Chinese
Your Fears: Dark, scary movies, (hate to admit it) standing up to my parents.
Your Weaknesses: Blur, Opinions changes a lot.
Your Perfect Pizza: Marinara

Layer THREE : Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: What time is it..
Your Bedtime: lately, 1am.
Your most missed memory: The times when all my family members were coming back from Saturday night's dinner in the car, including mom, dad, big bro, er ge, me and small bro.

Layer FOUR : Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: Coke.
McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King.
Single or group dates: Both.
Adidas or Nike: Nike.
Lipton tea or Nestea:Lipton.
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate.
Cappuccino or coffee: Mocha.

Layer FIVE :
Do you Smoke: Twice in my life.
Curse: No.

Layer SIX : In the Past Month
Drank alcohol: Yes.
Gone to the mall: Yes.
Been on stage: Nope.
Eaten sushi: Yes. Tonnes.
Dyed your hair: Nope.

Layer SEVEN: Have You Ever?
Played a stripping game: No, Would love to try with my friends. ;)
Changed who you were to fit in: Nope.

Layer EIGHT
Age you're hoping to be married : 28. Cross fingers.

Layer NINE: In a Girl/Guy.
Best eye colour: Hazel.
Best hair colour: Black.
Short or long hair: SHORT.

Layer TEN: What Were You Doing.
1 minute ago: Talking with my boyfriend.
1 hour ago: Driving home from The Mines.
4.5 hours ago: At the Mines. Looking at my parents talking about Concepts of Architecture.
1 month ago: Back in Aus. Stress Gila.
1 year ago: Still in Aus. :(

Layer ELEVEN : Finish The Sentence
I love: Melvin!!
I feel: like shopping!!
I hate: my tummy.
I hide: nothing.
I miss: my brother.
I need: sleeeeeep..

Layer TWELVE: Tag Five People
1) Weng Foo.
2) Mei Wen.
3) Blurry D.
4) Yannee.
5) Anyone who wants to do this.

My Parents, Among Other Things.

Just came back from the Curve with my bie. it's 12 am. watched DejaVu. Quite confusing bout very interesting. Suspense all over. Anyways, what i noticed today.



Melvin can't let go of things he can't get. Seriously. It's been 5 hours! get over ittttt! haha..

I feel really happy with him.

And my brother's putting his hand on my head right now and spinning it about. Very annoying. STOP IT!!






........ tsk.

Ahhh.. Finally. my brother - trait that runs in the family. ^

back to today. Woke up at noon. Had lunch. Mom said i could relax today. So, YAY! went to hunt for fridges and washing machines yesterday for the new house. Tiring. Went to Ikea to look for bedsheets. and man, all we got were anything BUT BEDSHEETS! .. hehe.. anways, had Melvin come over and then we went out after a while. Mom called a few hours later. "where are U? .."

in the car.

christmas tree.

Thought of the day,



should i stop worrying my mom and dad about coming home late? although telling them what time u'd be home and be 1/2 hour late bout it seems quite acceptable for me.. help me. sometimes it's so hard to ask my mother FOR permission to go out. i do help my parents. help.. and i get a phonecall with a stern voice saying that i'm too mch everytime i go out..

how?

or do i not go out at all?

Past Week in Malaysia.

Sorry for not updating much lately. been busy and just not motivated enough to pluck the laptop into the wires and stuff. hehe. Back home here in malaysia!

anyways, the past 2 weeks back home have been great. met up with the girls (su yen, tam, mich, beeli, meiwen), met up with the guys (wengkin, jianwen, bernard, ngaiwah, ian..), There's still the rest of u i wanna meet! wengkeong, A4 boys, choonfei, etc! caught up with my hubbie.. hehe, and most importantly, family..

went jogging almost every weekday the past two weeks with my mother.

went to italianese in curve for a small reunion then off to laundry bar! (all these new places, man i so jakun..)

italianeseeeeeeeeeeee..

LaundryBarrrr..

and highlight of the week, maison's on ladies' night!! loved it loved it loved it!!

at Maison's

me, mich, syen, and tammie

i was dancing like mad, high or not high. kesian my feet and heels. i just love dancing. i love it i love it i love it!!!

mistakes learnt:-

1) NEVER WEAR EXPENSIVE HEELS TO CLUB, the back-strap thingy came off!! wuwu..

2) ONLY WEAR HEELS with heights u're comfortable with. SERIOusLY.

but at the end of the day, it's so worth it. u look good and it boosts ur confidence. hehe..

had bacardi limon. ok lerrrr.. as usual, i got high at the second glass. not even shots. it's glasses!! mixed with lemon juice. yikes!

bernard was there, raj, his friend(great dancer), darren, soonjeat, aaina were amongst the familiar faces we see in there..

hmmmmmm..
beginning of the night wasn't really exciting. as usual. waited around. but wasn't long till it filled up. my dream finally came true. i get to slut-dance with my boyfriend!!! hehe.. okla, not slutdance lar. dance. ;)

we were all hot and sweaty and it's so stuffy in there, it's so hard to breathe!!!

dancing with melvin.

dancing with tammy.

dancing with mich.

dancing with su yen.

dancing with melvin.

dancing a lot with melvin.

loved it. loved it.

didn't wanna leave so soon.. but, ouh well.............................

on the way back. (sorry, tam!)

big time camwhore-rs at the back. XD

then went to mcD.. and then.. a long long nightttt... sleep. :)

after that, it's a lot of staying at home i guess.

I noticed that in my experience of clubbing. my pattern most of the time in clubbing is, "the first one to get high, the first one to sober up."

and another thing, ..... i wanna kiss a girl.. just for fun, u know.. hehe..

RANDOM THOUGHT : my future house must have aircond in every freakin room.

more pics on multiply. will upload it sooN! see ya! for those who want it, http://eelinchai.multiply.com