Hmmmm, finally have some time to update my bloggggg!!! how is EVERYBODY.... who visits my blog.... ??? hehe..
got back from Melbourne Australia on the morning of 14th November. and a lot happened since then.......... hmmmm......... i've blogged a lot less recently huh..
well, it's been quite usual when i got back. my lovely lovely parents picked me up and drove me home and i ate my mommy's homemade minsin noodle soup! yum... omg, still can't forget that since i came back. i didn't stop talking in that car on the way home from the airport. i just kept talking and talking.. i miss my mom and dad. :)
then there was the occasional going out/relaxing the first 2 weeks after i came back. Then, it's all work work work, and busy busy busy! i really can't imagine how life'll be when we really start working. how do we cope??? with friends? family? loved ones? it's really 2/3 of your life gone. just for working! for now, i'm appreciating everything i have. My youth, my time, my life.
Friends? Here? We caught up i guess... still want to go out more often though. :) There're still many people i want to seee!
Had a trip to Pahang, organised by Benjy and Steven. It was alright! half was fun i guess. :) if more of the girls went, i think it'd be perfect. This is the first time melvin and i went to the beach together. we cycled along the sands, we sat in front of the waves at night, the splash of the water sounds so peaceful.. and i found, melvin was really competitive in games. he hates to admit it, but he is! my, was he active! it was like that time he was playing charades. Over-excited la. hehe, but i love it, he looked so cute. Just don't get over-competitve with me k!
another thought crossed my head this holiday and it's been very clear to me. How do you open up to someone you can't trust? i think the answer is, you don't. You just stay away. That is what i'm intending to do anyway. No point opening up just so that you can be treated like a fool right? there's one thing i really hate when people do it to me (not that many people do), i hate it when they tell a lie right, a lie that is so obvious that it is a lie, it's as if they think you're stupid! Basically, i just hate people who talk to you like you're stupid, be it the tone of voice or the things they're talking abt. anyway, ... yeah stay away and be careful!
Lately, i've also been thinking about people. How to deal with people. Thought about it a lot. I've been exposed to people who craves attention. Like loads of attention, like they'll die if they don't get any and taking any measures just to do it. or people who are two-faced and lie to just anybody. Like everyone's out to get them. One who lie about Every Single Thing. so, i was thinking, There must be a reason why i don't get along with certain people. Then, I've come to a conclusion, for me to get along with everyone, i have to accept them for who they are, respect them for what they do, cause there's a reason everyone is the way they are. So, i respect you for who you are. I accept you for who you are. I don't judge you for your past. Just respect me and don't be rude to me. Try not to lie, I'm not out to get you.
This is a happy new year that i've started off with. To everyone i haven't wished, happy 2008!!! It's been 9 days already and i haven't kept up with most of my new year resolutions. but things are still underway. :) most of them are about getting me into better shape of body, and of mind. i hope for a more independent self. and less worrying parents. worrying too much is not good anyway.
my lovely mommy! muaks!
will talk about more the next time!
