Sunday, July 02, 2006

regret regret REGRETSSSSS

worse day of my life..
..regrets regrets regrets...
...regrets.. regrets... regrets..

we could have sat the bus together and just talked bout anything..
we could have walked the white sandy beach hands in hands just talking bout how our future would be..
we could have just lie down on the beach and sun tan or build sand sculptures on each other..
we could have bought those disposable cameras and took pictures of the fish when snorkeling..
we could have got drunk together and took care of each other..
here i am regr3tting not trying harder to go to redang with melvin..
wuwuwuwuwuwu!!! :***( why eelin why!?!??
and this is just the second night he's gone.. he won't be back till tuesday NIGHT.. wuwu..

"i want to go to redang!!!!"

if only u just say those words aloud again and again in front of ur dad!! maybe he would just let u go.. but noooooo.. u coward-y girl!! now melvin's with his friends.. tipsy and drunk.. errrr!!

yeah, guess i'll be fine.. just feel like knocking my head on the wall and floor or i don't know!! something that hurts more than this!!!!! michelle!!!! y?!!??!

i'm the stupidest girl i know. stupid!!!!!!

i am gonna take every chance of going anywhere starting from now!!!!! :P

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