Sweeeeet Conversation.

conversation between a sweet, loving couple..

my life change when i met u really took a sharp turn for a happy life..

i really love u and everything u do, everyting u are and everything u will be..


sometimes i really hate the ocean seperating us like this


sorry for not able to be in australia



u are the one who bring me up when i was down, when i was feeling so low, u were the one who told me it's alright, i'd be fine.. just try to be more this and that.. i can do it.. and all that.. YOU..

when i cried, u comfort me and told me not to cry.. especially that night in the car..

it's hard to go through life knowing that no one got ur back even when u're so far away..


for me, u are that person who is my everything.. i promise u..

i promise u, i don't ever want to leave you or want u to ever

leave me, ever..


boy :i die oso (touch wood) i will still come find u
hehehehe kidding
girl :don't haunt me la huh.. just watch my back la huh..
hehe..
boy :pls dont leave me k
ehehhe yeah i will always watch ur back
even in the after life
girl :yea i won't..

boy :i will always be ur guardian angel

girl :u're the sweetest.. i'm crying! tears tears.. tears.. tears..
boy :i gotta stop (anxious)
ok pls laugh

oink oink hehehehe..

girl :its ok
boy :pls laugh
girl :i just felt ur sincerity when u said those words..and i believe u.. fully.. so don't go and cheat behind my back u idioT
boy :hhahhaha mood spoiler..

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boy : lets sing the ewan mcgregor wan
hehehe
i learnt the lyrics

and now i really feel the song..

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come what may..

boy :never knew i could feel like this

like i've never seen the sky before

want to vanish inside your kiss

everyday i love u more and more

listen to my heart

can you hear it sing

telling me to give you everything

seasons may change

winter to spring

i will love you

until the end of time..

come what may

come what may

i will love you until my dying day..

girl :suddenly the world seem such a perfect place

suddenly the moon moves with such a perfect grace

suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste

it all revolves around you..

together :and there's no mountain too high

no rivers too wide

sing out this song and i'll be there by your side

storm clouds may gather

stars may collide

but i love you until the end of time..

suddenly the world seem such a perfect place..

i love you..

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boy :see so nice to see u smile
million dollar smile
girl :aww, u made me smile..
.... suddenly the world seem such a perfect place, suddenly the moon moves with such a perfect pace, suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste.. it all revolves around u..
and our studies too. hehe..
boy laughs.. :thanks mood spoiler

"i need my daily dose of smile from yee lyn and knowing how is she

its easier for me to study knowing u are sleeping"


girl.. dunno why feel so stress bout it.. read bout the project yesterday and this morning.. have an idea what we're gonna do but dunno why so stress.. that tutor told us he wants somehting special cause he's kinda sick of normal ideas..
boy :i am sure if u have enough time u will come out with something special, no doubt.
my babe is the best. won award summore hehehe
girl :yeah.. i wanna be ur best all the time bie..

"yes anything for my babie gurl.."

still high on love i guess.. :) he is my motivator, my advisor, my encourager, my joker, my supporter, my strength, my comfort-zone, my other half.. really.. and most of all, MY SLAVE!!HUAHAHAHA!! kidding bie..

he's my everything..

Things I Just Love About Him

things i just love bout him..

warning : contents might make ur hair stand on edge..

he talked to me till late at night (his eyes were closed, halfasleep) when he found out i was chatting with other guys the nights before when he was out with his friends.. [i was just talking, NOT FLIRTING, PPL! :) haha that's so sweet.. he's jealous. ]

he kisses my head everytime my head rests on his shoulders or chest..

he pulls me back behind him when some potential harmful guy walks anywhere near us..

he says i love u and i miss u when i least expect it.. (tat's wat normal ppl do.. but i hope he doesn't grow out of it like ppl usually do though.. hehe)

he calls me every night when i'm back in malaysia, and when i'm not, at least a message.. hehe.

i just love the way he imitates me when i talk or say anything that's cute to him.. :)

love his sexy sexy voice! hehe..

love it when he never wants to let go of my hand when i'm angry at him (playfully)..

love his ring, his body (tanned from redang!), his hair, his smell, his everything..

he's been wanting to slowdance with me for a long time and never had the chance.. it was really sweet, i didn't expect it but we were in his room, he played the song "stickwithyou" (our song) and took my hand.. and we danced.. just like that in his room.. the sweetest thing.. our bodies so close to each other.. him holding me close and tight.. never want that to end.. aaaaaawwww, i MISS HIM SO MUCH!! SOSOSOSOSOOOOOOMUCH..

the way we snuggle with each other in the cinema ( twin seats )

the way we make up to each other after we argued (kiss on one cheek).. ;)

i love the effort he puts when he prepares presents for special events like anniversaries, birthdays, valentines.. thank god that's iT! i'm always stressing when these times arrive. hehe. he baked me cookies and cakes ( it was ok), didn't get to try the cake though.. cause someone was shY!.. he made a card, a reallly nicely decorated cup with rings in side, omg with words on the cup like can't live without u.. .. owh and the flowers~ faint..

HE REALLY IS THE SWEEETEST!
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now, it's been a week since i've left malaysia. whenever i see some couples walking past infront of me.. or whenever i have friends who are couples acting all sweet in front of me.. whenever on tv some stars are kissing each other.. it's moments like these when i think back of our time together when we were able to walk hands in hands, hug each other whenever we want to, just lie down next to each other and talk just bout anything.. cuddle in bed covered with blankets.. just made me appreciate the times we had and will have even more! i miss u!!!

he's my everything.. love him.. LOVE LOVE LOVE HIM!

love my family and friends too. ;)
sorry guys, i'm just a little high with love right now.. XD

back... again..

hey i'm back in australia once again. i have around 5 days before my classes start.. have loads to do.. pack room, buy household stuff i need.. get bankdraft.. yikes..

anyways, i'm missing someone. he's forever in my heart and knowing he feels the same, i think i've got the motivation and strength to really focus on my studies. i really really wanna give my all this semester and all the remaining semesters i have to take before receiving my degree cert in those graduation robes.. hehe..

back to australia, back to eating large meals and facing the tv screen and computer screen and doing own housechores and everything else we have to do ourselves... yikes. ++

Attention, Acne-Prone People Like Myself

attention acne-prone people like myself!!

i came across this article and i think for people who have acne problems, this would be useful..it helped me realise a few things.. i mean i have a roommate who applies toothpaste on her face everynight, and i was wondering, does that really woRK? never heard of that. and when i came across this site, i felt kinda stupid and then it all starts to make sense. so, er, sorry roomiE for thinking that! (u know who u are) besides, most of the ingredients u need are stuff u can find at home, so it's convenient and cheap. =) so check it out.



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ergjust found out i can't copy and paste the information here.. so, here u go.
http://www.ayurvediccure.com/homeremedies_acne.htm

BBQ Get-Together

beeli's beebeeQ get-together..

ok, it all started with me and wengkin eating, squatting like pakciks and makciks minding their own business talking as there weren't ENOUGH chairs for everyone.. haha, we were talking " food's nice.. uh-uh.. uh-uh.. then, beeli saw how CUTE i was right *blush* teehee.. and went to grab the camera..

... and everyone started rushing in to take more photos, adding into the pictures.. it's quite cute. just that beeli's cam's all blurred out.. too much movement it seems.. but i like this picture, so much excitement, so random.. hehe..

then beeli didn't like that she didn't get to be inthe picture, and asked kakak to come out and take for us.. great pics.. i love it.. just didn't like the blurness..

yeah anyways, it was a potluck bbq. for to celebrate beeli's quest for helping orang aslis in sarawak, helping them build suspension bridges and houses. that's really great. she lives in hammocks and stuff. admire her for volunteering to help those people, then there was me coming back to m'sia from aus and just a reunion with some former bestarians.. maria and aaina. aaina really reminds us all of rachel mcadams. seriously! in the notebook. she talks, acts, smiles and laughs like her! wow.. her voice, her hair, her face.. wow, i sound like i have an obsession with her huh.. hehe.. neways, potluck. i bought stuffed roasted chicken. i didn't prepare it. the miracle of maids in the house!! huaahaha.. then tam brought her pasta fruit salad, suyen her lamb and most importantly, laurence's caramel desert!!! yummm...! look at that.. beeli's heartbroken to even cut that thing and wengkeong, rushing to get it.. YUM! it was really really good. i had 2 helpings to that!

yeah, i brought my new dvdcam ( heehee) and recorded everyone in it. u know, for people who are interested or studying human psycology or behaviour, they'd be interested to see how funny one can get when a camera is directed at them. haha, too bad can't post the video here. i'll try to look for ways. maria for one, was really really funny. jian wen too. wengkin, trying to be, but..

-_- haha.. oh yeah, wengkeong made me touch jian wen's ass.. ( i'm supposed to act like i don't like it right..?) hahaha.. now, i've covered two base.. *evil laugh*

yeah the barbecue, at least maria's camera works!! properly! hehe.. loved this! miss u guys! and seriously, maria's still the same, crazy as ever and EXCITED bout her new bf! hehe.. just like me! cept mine is not that new.. ;) but loving him more and more and more than ever!!

ps i wanna have kids.

regret regret REGRETSSSSS

worse day of my life..
..regrets regrets regrets...
...regrets.. regrets... regrets..

we could have sat the bus together and just talked bout anything..
we could have walked the white sandy beach hands in hands just talking bout how our future would be..
we could have just lie down on the beach and sun tan or build sand sculptures on each other..
we could have bought those disposable cameras and took pictures of the fish when snorkeling..
we could have got drunk together and took care of each other..
here i am regr3tting not trying harder to go to redang with melvin..
wuwuwuwuwuwu!!! :***( why eelin why!?!??
and this is just the second night he's gone.. he won't be back till tuesday NIGHT.. wuwu..

"i want to go to redang!!!!"

if only u just say those words aloud again and again in front of ur dad!! maybe he would just let u go.. but noooooo.. u coward-y girl!! now melvin's with his friends.. tipsy and drunk.. errrr!!

yeah, guess i'll be fine.. just feel like knocking my head on the wall and floor or i don't know!! something that hurts more than this!!!!! michelle!!!! y?!!??!

i'm the stupidest girl i know. stupid!!!!!!

i am gonna take every chance of going anywhere starting from now!!!!! :P

selasa & rabuuuuu.. 27th&28th JUNE.

selasa & rabuuuuu.. 27th&28th JUNE.



i am sooooooo PISSSSSSED!!!!!!!!!!!! .. wuwu..

i spent like an hour writing a stupid blog and it got erased!!!!!!!!! ...

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aih, should i rewrite everythiNG?? so URRRRGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





anyways, here's wat i wrote.. ( more or less)

played badminton.. was fun. there was weng keong, weng kin, and melvin ( he's "bie" in my tagboard by the way..) and of course, wengkeong's a level friends.. melvin could really play.. hee, and i suck. after just 2 rounds of doubles, melvin and i were already tired and lazy and out of breath.. haha, we do have some things in common huh.. can't wait to play more badmintON! hehe.. MESHELLL!!! XD

neways, this pic was taken after the game in melvin's house and we were about to go out on a date in the curve..






the day after that,

tammy, laurence, melvin and i went to midvalley for a movie and to catch up. beeli and suyen and evonne put airplane. ....!@#$ but all's good.

tammy and i took the train there and we would meet laurence and melvin there. haha, on the way, tammy and i were just talking bout stuff and how CUTE(XD) i looked and how she is and everything.. then we were talking bout rich people right, and tammy made me laugh so hard. she said, " ... they just spend water like drinking money.." ???? hahaha..

yeah bought a skirt and a bag!! MNG.. 50%!! wuhhoooO! yeah, then we walked around watched "stay alive".. they made me kay!!!!?! yeah and plus no other movies to watch.. melvin watched everything else i haven't watch and vice versa..the movie was alright. not as scary as i thought. and the couple seats, love them! just love them.. ;)

yeah here're some photos.. i really like them. :)
laurence and tammy, i had fun! melvin too. thanks for the day out! friends forever!!