The Lake House

The Lake House

just watched the lake house today.. starring Sandra Bullock and Keanu Reeves..
oh don't read the bottom if u had not watched the movie.. dead giveaways of a lot of things..

this movie talks about two person from different times getting to communicate with each other through a simple mailbox. well, a "magical mailbox".. i loved this movie. so different from the real world that i am lead to believe in recently. i am talking in the "i love her and is willing to wait for her" sort of perspective. like, she's the one.. hehe.. i do believe there are guys like that but only like one in many.. or is it the other way round where the unloyal unfaithful guys are less..? (not u melvin..)

there are so many issues in this movie that i liked. for one, the guy Keanu played was so sweet to her! planted trees, took her around the streets.. (sigh) it's a good thing sandra dumped her current boyfriend. couldnt even remember Valentines day. he deserves it!! haha.. and the reservatioN! he booked it two years in advance! wow..

secondly, there was that fact that they both love their work. one's a doctor, and the other's an architect. one thing though, i wonder, when they're togheter, will they have time for one another? both jobs consume a lot LOT LOT of time..

last but not least, it feels really a little like a long distance kind of thing.. communicating through letters.. hehe..

anyways, how i wish this movie was based on a true story! hehe.. however i heard that it was based on a korean book and in the korean version, it wasn't a happy ending. he died..

yeah just wanted to share what i think.. even if it doesn't make sense. :)

Does Love People Grow Weaker?

does love make people grow weaker?

my answer is yes. YES. Love makes people weaker. It made me weaker. i don't know how people could control themselves from obsessing with their loved ones. i realised that i do get obsessed. i can't sleep. i can't work. i can't have fun with a full heart. but hehe, i can eat. i eat a lot. i eat a LOT.

but a part of me thinks that maybe i'm just lazy and is taking this whole love thing as an excuse. i would always go, maybe i'll talk to him first, then i'll have mood to do work later. then seconds pass followed by minutes followed by hours.. the next thing u know, it's 3 am and u still have work due the next day. but i still was not panicking about the deadline.. instead, i'm still taking my own sweet time writing my diary about him.. reading his blog.. looking at his photos.. or just go to sleep.. why can't i be disciplined and control myselF? i'm planning to skip class today.. he knows about it and he doesn't want to talk to me tonigh so that i can concentrate on doing my work. can i?

sometimes when i think about what i do, i really hate myself. i look down on myself. i would cry. i would get depressed. i would just sit somewhere and do nothing. YEELYN, u have to change!! how??? ...

i had a big cry yesterday.. i freaked out when i suddenly thought of how i'd be if he should disappear from my life one day.. (touch wood) i know what we're having now isn't much physically at the moment, but in heart what we have is undescribable.. he is always ALWAYS there for me.. always. i never want to part with him. i don't want anyone else.. just him..

this is depressing.. :'( i'm so clingy.

Moulin Rouge Fan

If I should die this very moment

I wouldn't fear

For I've never known completeness

Like being here

Wrapped in the warmth of you

Loving every breath of you

Why live life from dream to dream

And dread the day when dreaming ends...

moulin rouge, i'm ur diehard fan.. ur words bring so much meaning to me..

The Ms Incredi-Hulk XD

just had chocolate shoved into my mouth and my pants pulled down exposing my undies..
that's my crazy roommate, me-shel ( u might think this name sound familiar.. wonder if "Dodgeball" ring any bells?? XD yes, they're both strong.).. i wanna be strong!!!!!!!! ..

i wanna be stronger!!!!! then this stupid auntieeee won't outbeat me all the time!!!! seriously,

all the time!!!! ... i wanna go to the gym. u watch out auntiEEEEE!! can't wait to wrestle u and have ur body falling to the ground and i, the mighty eelin, stepping on ur body shouting victory !!!!! i've gone nutss..

... neways, had my first autoCad lesson today.. wow, complicated. but should be fine i guess. learnt to draw walls and windows and stuff. wanna explore it more but takde softwareeeee!!
i think busy life means positive life. my work is starting to pile up for each subject and i'm kinda happy bout it. though i have one presentation due tomorrow and i am still here blogging. i mean otherwise, i'd just be hanging around in the house, thinking bout the most ridiculous and depressing things.. hehe. or worse, spending all my time chatting with melvin!! ohhh noOO!! hehe.. (kidding bie, i LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE talking with you..)

just read that auntie (meshel)'s blog and she was writing bout the seven of us. hmmm. nice.. hehe, she seem to be missing one more person. lemme fill in that gap. meshel, besides being the superstrong auntie she is, that girl, she has the balls man. she is crazy and outgoing and wild and does anything in the world she thinks is right. she's strong-headed and sticks with what she plans which is really wat i admire bout her most. though she is a very unique girl. complicated. it's hard to read her at times. a lot of things' going on in there.. oh my, but i remember going to her house every friday and have delicious food there!! the food is fantastic! spaghetti, and lasagne and mihun goreng and sweet fried rice!! miss ur dad's cooking, mich. :) and then we'd just hang around in her house. talking and all. can't remmener what we talk bout though. horrible memory. oh her house.. haha, lotsa memories in there too, with choonfei, with melvin.. hahaha.. with winson.. man.. yikes. pls don't move! hehe.. but she is around when i need a shoulder and advice. she's there...

i will blog more bout the rest of the seven girls, no worries. ;)

love u all, and of course, my precious melviN!! haha.. oh and family too!