3 loyal fans..

it's a friday night and here i am blogging.. yeah well, obviously, been a while since i've updated.. was BUzAYYY, PEOPLE! hehe.. had assignments assignments assignments.. arrrgH! they never end. and guess what, i'm kinda like a workaholic now. if i'm not eating or sleeping or doing chores or talking to my precious melvin, i'm doing work..work work work.. and occasionally, rhyming with jeremy. haha.. the past two days, heart does not feel at ease and have difficulty breathing.. could be lack of sleep or just eating UN-regularly.. i don't know. can someone tell me what that is??

hmm, i've been trying to find a new and improved image for myself. particularly my appearance and how i dress. when people look at me, what do they thiNK>?? am i hippy, sporty, funky, classy (not even close), tomboy-ish, gothic (NEVER) or just simple? i wanna knoW! hehe. i'm quite insecure with myself. i NEED A PERSONALITY! eelin, stand up for wha u believe in! and man, u need to know how to think of urself! sometimes i just stress over small things.. tiny things.. little things.. i mustn't do that! it'll drive me mad! omg.. i am crapping.. i wouldn't listen to myself talk so depressing-ly if i were me! what are u readers ddoing?? haha.. neways, small reason contributing to the personality bit comes from my tutor. we were having our final presentation for our big project and the feedback i get is.. u've covered the basic requirements, ur drawings are great.. layout fantastic.. but there's no.. there's no "you". the essence of you. not enough personality. that in a way shook me up. NOT ENOUGH PERSONALITY?? damn. ( actually what i think she meant is that i haven't done much thinking of adding a conceptual idea to my design, nothing relating to why my bldg looks that way.. but oh well. :) ) and so there u have it. i shall be writing more for my three loyal fans to read! nyet nyet nyet. by the way, jeremy, meet goh and yannee, goh and yannee,vice versa. yannie's my really caring great hippy cousin who's talented instudying drawing and dancing. jeremy's my schoolmate ( my junior one year younger) who's really tall and can clap with one hand hahaha, and goh's my classmate/schoolmate since std 5, i think, who's a really sensitive guy who's a real gentleman but quite random. haha.. so yeah .. see ya soon! :)

ps, i wanna have kids. XD