attention tagboard participants!!

pls read what's on the blog as well ok.. pls pls pls!! i beg YOU!!! hehe..

neways.. it's 5.27am and i have hw due at 9am today. friday, saturday and sunday (yesterday) i have so much time and i spent it in front of the tv, stoning somewhere in my room and risking high chance ofgetting eye cancer in front of my computer screen. and taking walks outside and not forgetting eating. Now, why do we humans let things like this get to them? now i'm filled with regret and hate thinking why didn't i do it earlier and is actually torturing myself to this stage. or should i say why do I?

i know i should do my work. I KNOW that if i finish my work earlier, i'd be really laidback and enjoy the time i have. i really have to tell myself, the sooner u finish this, the sooner u can enjoy and put it behind you. sometimes, i'd just think and think and think "i know i need to do this, but.. " frustrating.. really.. eelin, just do your goddamn work and end this blog up already!! bye.

full full full!

eating's got the better of me.. i've just measured myself on the weighing machine and i've gained weight!! ohhh noOO!!
the legendary eating-so-much-food eelin have finally gained weight!! no no no!! ... hehe.. and to answer lovely lovely friends who visits my blog, jeremy,there are times when a person is free and when a person is not la! ... it's nice to read comments from ppl and know that they care. hehe.. and yannee, LOL! bubu is not melvin, he's someone i've worked with in ikea. :) good friend. hehe.. melvin is bie.. hehe.. yeah hor, u guys visit more often than he does!! my bf ka.. hehe..

this week quite free.. but stll got work but definitely much better than last week. pressure man.. last wednesday i've finished my tech subj for the semester!! hehe.. made lotsa models.. 1:50, 1:5 and 1:1. the best was the 1:50. i'm trying to upload the damn pic onto the blog.. damn iT! only can download the crappy picture. got two very nice i edit one ! but cannot upload.. :( but neways.. yah proud of it.. hehe, u can check the other pics in friendster i guess..

neways, i want new shoes!! :) oh and i definitely need to losen up. maybe last time i haven't been able to make much new friends cause i'm quite tensed up. loosen up eelIN!

... DEAD?!?!

what do you mean dead blog...?? beeen really busssssssy! i update every once in a while!! neways.. hehe.. i'm so bloated right now.. i found my new weakness. i won't stop eating! i just eat eat eat eat EAT! won't stop eating.. that's not good. eelin, CONTROL! or u're gonna turn into a skinny girl with really really big tummy! hehe... and fat face. now i'm too lazy to move! .. but i will have to i guess.. i have to wash the dishes and do my folio and do my A3 presentation later.. for tomorrow! the work never ends! then tomorrow after class i have to make a site model due on thursday! and on friday i need to hand in some drawings for comments. and monday, some history essay. DAMN! can u see now why i hardly have time to update?!?!? work is consuming me.. wuwu.. :( i miss melvin.

3 loyal fans..

it's a friday night and here i am blogging.. yeah well, obviously, been a while since i've updated.. was BUzAYYY, PEOPLE! hehe.. had assignments assignments assignments.. arrrgH! they never end. and guess what, i'm kinda like a workaholic now. if i'm not eating or sleeping or doing chores or talking to my precious melvin, i'm doing work..work work work.. and occasionally, rhyming with jeremy. haha.. the past two days, heart does not feel at ease and have difficulty breathing.. could be lack of sleep or just eating UN-regularly.. i don't know. can someone tell me what that is??

hmm, i've been trying to find a new and improved image for myself. particularly my appearance and how i dress. when people look at me, what do they thiNK>?? am i hippy, sporty, funky, classy (not even close), tomboy-ish, gothic (NEVER) or just simple? i wanna knoW! hehe. i'm quite insecure with myself. i NEED A PERSONALITY! eelin, stand up for wha u believe in! and man, u need to know how to think of urself! sometimes i just stress over small things.. tiny things.. little things.. i mustn't do that! it'll drive me mad! omg.. i am crapping.. i wouldn't listen to myself talk so depressing-ly if i were me! what are u readers ddoing?? haha.. neways, small reason contributing to the personality bit comes from my tutor. we were having our final presentation for our big project and the feedback i get is.. u've covered the basic requirements, ur drawings are great.. layout fantastic.. but there's no.. there's no "you". the essence of you. not enough personality. that in a way shook me up. NOT ENOUGH PERSONALITY?? damn. ( actually what i think she meant is that i haven't done much thinking of adding a conceptual idea to my design, nothing relating to why my bldg looks that way.. but oh well. :) ) and so there u have it. i shall be writing more for my three loyal fans to read! nyet nyet nyet. by the way, jeremy, meet goh and yannee, goh and yannee,vice versa. yannie's my really caring great hippy cousin who's talented instudying drawing and dancing. jeremy's my schoolmate ( my junior one year younger) who's really tall and can clap with one hand hahaha, and goh's my classmate/schoolmate since std 5, i think, who's a really sensitive guy who's a real gentleman but quite random. haha.. so yeah .. see ya soon! :)

ps, i wanna have kids. XD