A new year.... . Closing last year as the last year of being a young adult. I shall turn towards being responsible now!!
It's been half a year since my last post and so many things have happened since then.... There's single life and the joys and loneliness of single life.. There's new motivation upon realising that I am 22, no longer a young girl who still depends on her mommy.. that motivation is to start working and start earning and saving money... study like i've never studied before.. live life like there's no tomorrow and never push things to do on "another day"... There're interests and skills to be improved.. Knowledge to be acquired... So many things to do, it never seems to end...
Jiahau and Meitheng tying the knot
This is the first summer where i did not fly back home to malaysia to take my summer course. I have a part time job and so far I've been really busy. I learnt to socialise with co-workers, be friendly, don't frown, and that anything is satisfying when you put your heart and soul into it. even the summer design studio is unlike any studio i've ever taken. We have class from monday to thursday from 10am to 12pm and the remaining hours of the day, spent on group discussion and work... no stress, no pressure, just like an average person working everyday from 9 to 5...
Regardless, it does feel like I am always running out of time. I appreciate my time now and always try to do things quick. I think my mom'll be really proud of me if she knew how i've become. heehehe. ;) I feel as though I have never worked my body this way in my life.. I feel tired and drained. all i want is a holiday now. or more time to spend with my bf and friends.. But I have to say one thing, when a person starts working, they tend to be workaholics, always looking for jobs with a better deal. haha.. I couldnt help but browse through job websites just to see how the market is paying up these days. lol..
On another note, I am very grateful and happy that my life is surrounded by a minimal amount of bitches and hypocrits and just plain no-good-ppl in my life. I've come across one recently and I am glad to be rid of it... I just know i have to keep staying away cause they're my "xiao ren". I've learnt to deal with ppl the matured way, the good and the bad, though sometimes i admit i don't handle it very well, I try hard enough. I also realise that I am more daring to stand up for myself now, unlike before when i'll just keep quiet... Don'T PLAYPLAY!!
ok, everything written up there was written 9 months ago. Wow, time really flies, i've totally forgotten abt this place.. But my aspirations are still the same, I have recently just secured a fulltime job for after I graduate at the end of this year, yahooo!
my candle's still burning babeh!