Useless Me.

i woke up today and the first thing i saw on my phone was an "I hate you.". From one of the people i love most. great way to start my day yeah??

looking back at this holiday, i wonder if i have been completely useless?? have i always been selfish lately? for my parents, for my family, for my friends and also fr my bie?

what have i done wrong?? sometimes i wish that i really don't know.

but i do.

i'm selfish and lazy. i told u i would do it but i didn't.

i'm sorry. i'm sorry!

so many things to do, yet i'm here, blogging, looking at old photos. been out the whole day, being my mther's driver, buying fruits, and fetching my brther. not that i'm cmplaining. i have fun spending time with my mther. she seems more cheerful too.

when i'm home, i know i need to pack. but do i?

been pushing this packingthing a few weeks already. when am i gonna finish it? i knw i started it.

grrrrr..!

this is the only thing i can think of updating at the moment, mich...

gnna g back soon to melbourne.. i don't want to!! i really dn't want tO!!!! so little time!

:( see ya sooN!

ps i knw i need to get a life, but just feel like letting out what what i'm really feeeling. been sighing the whole day..