Eating Healthy and Exercising...

TUMMY!!!!!! MY GOD YOU'VE EXPANDED A LOTTTT!!! ... (another omg moment, yannee..)

MUFA FOODS. haha been obsessing abt how to lose tht belly of mine. so managed to research on MUFA! -monounsaturated fats! they're supposed to help rid of belly fats worr... i don't know whether true or not la, but i've just bought most of them 2 days ago!! hahha, so they are avocados, almonds (basically most nuts), olive oil, dark chocolate, flaxseed oil, ... that's the ones i can remember.

Been on the treadmill the past 4 days for 40 minutes, sweating away..... before, maybe once a week?? .. and eating normal but more healthily, like nuts as snacks and fruit smoothies for breakfast instead of burgers and nuggets as a midnight snack. but like, i look down, the tummy look bigger lehhh!! .. okla, i know you can't work miracles in 4 days.. but shouldn't the tummy look normal and not bigger?? Aih, will just keep trying and see if the method works.

then i went online and check again on dieting stuff... they say, even if you're eating healthy food, you still need to consider how much of it you allow to consume!!! ... that means, it 's not just abt eating healthy food, it's also you have to eat small quantities of it!!!!! it's kinda like starving yourself with health foood!!!! nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!! ... and they say don't eat carbs. i love carbs. but i did eat less rice and noodles and all..... wuhooo.. tough to resist.

anyway, looks like tht dream of mine to look sexy when semester ends is fading away slowly... XD! (ok perasan here, but hey it's my blog!)

but i'm not giving up!!! i'm still gonna exercise and i'm still gonna eat the amount of food i desire!!! will try not to overeat... if cannot lose that excess fat, at least i'll still be content with life and also be healthy. ;)

the website i got the information from.

http://www.prevention.com/flatbellymufaslideshow/

Turning Weird. Betrayal.

Obeservation has led me to believe that those people whose friends abandon them or have no one who is interested to be their friends tend to act weird and strange. Perhaps to get attention? I mean it's pretty normal right?? To act a little out of the ordinary when no one else is giving you attention or the treatment you need. Everyone is a social creature, they have to have someone to talk to or interact with.

In a way, I can't wait for next year, where all my closest friends will be going back home for good. Well of course i do feel scared as well. But I can finally try to make my own new friends and actually grow up on my own, discover my true self! not that that hasn't happened, but you know what i mean, experience something new right? like in foundation. :) But, what if i become one of those people who happen to be at the wrong place at the wrong time. Where people are just not interested to make a new friend? where people are too busy with their own life? *shocks* what if it's not all that, they just hate me?? gasps! Nooooooo!!!

Oh well, I'll just see what happens next year la. People won't hate you unless you give them a reason to right? People we meet nowadays are all grown up anyways, we accept differences, no? Why you so scared woman? :) Here's another list of things i wanna do next year, for reference la k. Get a part-time job. Actually, that's abt it. XD!

I'm bored.

On another note,

I've got a problem. I am having trouble letting go. I can't find myself forgiving people who have wronged me. But not that they deserve any when they don't ask for any. But i know keeping the grudge is not the answer, so what does one do? We meet each other now and then but yet i can't talk normal, i just react as little as i could with that that person, trying to rid of any sense of closeness that there once was. Because i'm still angry with what that person did. How do you trust someone who has betrayed you before? What's worse is when you confront that person, and he pretends that he doesn't even know abt it. And he talks to you as though nothing happened.


So do we say "byebye" to such a friend? The friend that once was? Is that holding a grudge? It's more of taking precautions, no? Who makes the same mistakes twice?

AHHHHHH!!!! SO EXCITEDD!!

Heehehe... i know i know.. now's supposed to be the stressful time of the semester and YES, i'm SUPPOSED TO BE STRESSED OUT! i'm so behind in my design (which is the most important subject in Architecture) yet! i'm already thinking abt what is going to happen when the semester is OVER! ... ok maybe now that i've said that sentence, i feel a bit funny in my stomache. Please yeelyn! must you wait till you learn an unwanted lesson before you'll start engaging seriously in your work??!?!? .. I HOPE NOT! ok i shall promise, after i post this blog, i'll keep doing my work till i finish what i'm supposed to today and finish the rest tomorrow before the big day! Ok.

Hehe, things to plan and make sure happen before going home is

(1) SHOPPING!! Just keep shop shop shoP! haven't shopped for a full month! i think. i look into my closet and i see nth to wear home! NOTHINGGGG!! .. Swimsuit, shorts, tshirts.. whatever.

(2) Plan Loris's 21st Birthday Party. Hehehe.. we've already got the theme worked out and everything, it's going to be fun!!

(3) GOLD COAST!! This MUST BE THE GREATEST HOLIDAY GETAWAY OF ALL TIME!! It will be!! i WILL GUARANTEE IT!! YEELYN, YOU BETTER PLAN PROPERLY WHAT YOU WANT TO DO NICELY OR IT'LL BE THE END OF YOU!!! i want to surf (a bit scared of jellyfish and sharks but i really really want to try! but scared la... but i want to try!), hug koalas, sit rollercoasters, walk the beach, play volleyball, take absolutely stunning pictures, barbecue and yes have a wonderful time with My Baby and friends!!!! should we drink? but i don't want to spoil the next day. maybe no drinking. we'll see! just wanna lie down in the sands at night and stare at the stars.. aih...

(4) Hmmm, hopefully we can squeeze in a roadtrip in Melbourne before going home. If we have time, that is, besides packing! So melvin can look a round melbourne before he goes back... :(!!! WUWUWUWUWUUUU... I'll be ALL ALONEEEEE!! damn dramatic i know. but i don't care!! MelviN!! Don't LEAVE MEEE!!

(5) Oh well, then there's just the Going home part. wahahhahahhaaa!!



Soooo soooo sooooo excited. Ok yeelyn, back to work.

ps Get off your ass and go do some exercise!! how to look sexy if you're just going sit down all day eating and sleeping?!?!?! XD!

yes, i'm super excited.

If all goes Well..

A recap of last month's events... i didn't take enough pictures... aih.

So-called Arabian Night at Seven. Only like what, 5% of them who dressed up as Arabians?? and that's INCLUDING THE PROMOTERS. Anyways, it was still a fun night, lots of free drinks! ;) We had a steamboat earlier with Ben and Yensun and loris and the rest.. so was feeling real full before clubbing and that's not good! hehe..


It was a fun night, a night to remember! :) (THOUGH i can't remember how i got home safely... haha thanks for bringing me back girls!)

Then there was that Mamak Night at Loris's House which i regret not taking any pictures... i wasn't feeling very well when i was there.. (Hardcore drinkiing the night before). But we did play lanterns as well at the playground behind where i used to live.. a spectacular view, so stupid that i forgot to bring my camera out there! I made really bad biryani rice and the rest made laksa and muffins and most bought satays and currypuffs and that's most of what i can remember. OOOOH! Otak otak!! i didn't know they had that in Australia! yummmmm..

A week later, Lantern Festival... was playing lanterns at Carlton garden.. surprisingly there were other malaysians just like us playing lanterns that night... haha, the awkwardness when we pass each other and say Happy Mooncake Festival... and smile! +_+

My Brother, ChenChiang.

The rest of us.

Some Thursdays, we go Cho Gao and have some complimentary champagne... and also a random Seven Night.
One not-so-special morning where we (Jin fannie and I) went to take some pictures for our photography course... we stop by for a big breakfast before heading off to class. THat up there is the breakfast i'll never forget. Eggs Benedict. The hollandaise sauce is unforgettable... and that poached egg is perfect... Damn.. still thinking abt it.. Jin and Fannie had the Big Breakfast. This was just a cafe oppposite our school. Very Australian.

Then another photography session at St Kilda and we had dinner after that..

Thanks baby for helping me carry that heavy camera and braving that cold cold, strong wind!! I didn't know weather could change in 20 minutes!! :( hehe..

There was also a barbecue that Jasmine and Ai Peng had on 2 separate days which i also regret not taking any pictures. haha.. But it was really fun! Loved Mahjong and beer and Icecream and Touch Rugby!

... on another note...

If it all goes well, these are my wants and goals when i'm back in Malaysia for the coming holiday! :) I've seen people do very interesting and exciting things and i want to try them too!


(1) this is probably not very exciting.. but, i want to go to Bubba Gump Shrimps @ the Curve!





(2) Wall climbing.





(3) Paintballing... it's so sad that so many people's done this but i haven't. :(





(4) I actually wanna play touch rugby at Langkawi. hehe.. Kelvin, here i come~ who wants to come with me to langkawi??





(5) Is it possible to go target shooting with a real gun without a license?? like just try??





(6) GO work at my dad's office ON TIME and for a FULL 2 MONTHS.





(7) Learn to edit videos at home and edit all the uneditted pictures!





(8) Lose that tummy of mine and get a target of a 25 inch waistline! hehehehe..





(9) Have the best pajamas-themed party at my house (a better organised one)! hehehe..

(10) Go to Bali!!



All these don't sound very hard right?? haha, hope all goes well so that i can do all of them! So that i can't say sorry to my 21st year! Wooooo!! ..




I kinda shock sendiri huh... :)










Anyway, things are getting more hectic lately.. more assignments, yet i'm still glued to the Sims 2 like nobody's business!! Melvin's got his PSP and i've got my game and we just couldn't stop!! i understand how games can ruin our future!! so i'm not playing till i actually finish my work everytime before my classes (though i'm still thinking abt it now, i just had twins!!) hahaha.. yeah, so i'm gonna start on my work now. And have a more balanced sleeping schedule girl!! Until next time! Miss you girls! :)